Hikaru Utada - First Love

Some days, my heart feels miles away
My body isn't listening
Though I took whatever came my way
I'm paying for it now, baby

Well, I don't wanna lead them on
But I don't wanna see them go
'Cause I don't wanna be alone
Every day of my life
Every day of my life

So I gotta watch out
Who I share my affection with
Until I find love
'Cause I'm way too affectionate
Not gonna park my desire
'Til I find love
'Til I find love
'Til I find love

'Til I find love
Find love, 'til I find love, 'til I find love

For now committed to my therapy
I train with Vicki three to five times a week
Getting stronger isn't easy, baby

Do I dare be vulnerable?
What if I lose all control?
But I don't wanna be alone
Every day of my life
Every day of my life

So I gotta watch out
Who I share my affection with
Until I find love
'Cause I'm way too affectionate
Not gonna park my desire
'Til I find love
'Til I find love
'Til I find love

Slow down, you won't get there by hurrying
Gonna find out if the hard work was worth it
I know it's somewhere in me
I'm just tryna find love
Just tryna find love
Just tryna find

Do I dare be vulnerable?
What if I lose all control?
But I don't wanna be alone
Every day of my life
Every day of my life...

Every day of my life
Find love, 'til I find love, 'til I find love
Find love, 'til I find love, 'til I find love (every day of my life)
Find love, 'til I find love, 'til I find love
Find love, 'til I find love, 'til I find love (every day of my life)

Do I dare be vulnerable?
What if I lose all control?
But I don't wanna be alone
Every day of my life
Do I dare be vulnerable?
What if I lose all control?
But I don't wanna be alone
Every day of my life

Gonna find out if the hard work was worth it
I know it's somewhere in me
I'm just tryna find love