Ismail - Closed Doors

Yes, I look happy, happy all the time
But you don't see me, see me when I cry

I can't find an open door
When I try, it breaks me more
Should I quit and should I go
Should I leave this all behind?
Same things happen all the time
Can't get out off my mind
Doing things I shouldn't do
If you ask me, I have no clue

Yes, I look happy, happy all the time
But you don't see me, see me when I cry
'Cause I'm a master, master of pretending
Lately never ending

When does this all make any sense to me?
God, I know you can set me free
And please open a door and again restore this broken piece of me
A better treasure chest that was made for more
And there is purpose behind closed doors
A better treasure chest, that was made for more
And there is purpose behind closed doors

Am I the one who is insane, for not feeling like the same?
All I want is to be heard, in a world that's full of hurt
Waking up, searching for a sign, yes, I fall but I still climb
No, you don't need me to teach, just cause the dream is far to reach
Take this fear and take that doubt
Throw'em away before I drown
Before I drown

Yes, I look happy, happy all the time
But you don't see me, see me when I cry
'Cause I'm a master, master of pretending
Lately never ending

When does this all make any sense to me?
God, I know you can set me free
And please open a door and again restore this broken piece of me
A better treasure chest that was made for more
And there is purpose behind closed doors
A better treasure chest that was made for more
And there is purpose behind closed doors

When does this all make any sense to me?
God, I know you can set me free
And please open a door and again restore
This broken piece of me