Derik Fein - Don't Matter

When I was young
My father said
"Don't you worry son
You'll find yourself in a world
Of fake and lonely souls"
I'm losing sleep
'Cause this guitar just can't seem to make ends meet, no
I walk the line between confidence and suicide

I made a promise to myself
That the sun, it will rise
I lost some friends along the way
Oh well what a shame
I'm praying when I don't believe
Just to manifest a dream
Demons they torture my mind

Don't matter how hard I fall
No matter how fast I hit the ground
Go on and break all my bones
But you will never break me down
Don't matter how long the road
Gonna be a better me when I get home
Go on and throw shade my way
But if I miss, least I went down swinging

I'm riding through the broken dreams of California
Both fingers crossed windows down
And I'm living on the stories I tell myself
I'm losing sleep
'Cause this guitar just can't seem to make ends meet, no
I walk the line between confidence and suicide

I made a promise to myself
That the sun it will rise
I lost some friends along the way
Oh well what a shame
I'm praying when I don't believe
Just to manifest a dream
Demons they torture my mind

Don't matter how hard I fall
No matter how fast I hit the ground
Go on and break all my bones
But you will never break me down
Don't matter how long the road
Gonna be a better me when I get home
Go on and throw shade my way
But if I miss, least I went down swinging

I know that it rains in this town
All I ask is you don't let me drown
I've got so much to say
But I'm scratching the surface
Trade my soul for the stage
Now my life is a circus

Don't matter how hard I fall
No matter how fast I hit the ground
Go on and break all my bones
But you will never break me down
Don't matter how long the road
Gonna be a better me when I get home
Go on and throw shade my way
But if I miss, least I went down swinging