Ziggy Ramo - Pretty Ugly

I look, pr-pretty ugly
I look, nice and disgusting
I look, g-good for nothing
I don't like the way I'm looking
I look, pr-pretty ugly
I look, nice and disgusting
I look, g-good for nothing
I don't like the way I treat myself
I don't see the way you see me
I ain't even aware of my own reality
I'm looking in the mirror, I rarely feel pretty
To busy giving time to negativity
Distorted image of my body, I probably
Never gonna find somebody that want for real
How the fuck I sposed to heal?
I don't know how to deal
With the fact I hate the way I look
I ain't sposed to feel this ill
I held it till it spill over
My mother on the first flight when death came closer
Sitting in the hospital, doctors looking at me
Asking if I see the future, well not really
Damn, cause that's hard to accept
When you making peace with never taking another breath
When your self image is a disgusting silhouette
Every compliment you get becomes a threat
I look, pr-pretty ugly
I look, nice and disgusting
I look, g-good for nothing
I don't like the way I'm looking
I look, pr-pretty ugly
I look, nice and disgusting
I look, g-good for nothing
I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
Cause I don't like the way it's feeling
It's hard if we don't ever talk about it
That why I had to right this song about it
Feeling like a freak, is it only me?
No other man talk about it, so it must be
But fuck gender, we all human
I'm floating on this spectrum feeling so confused and
I don't wanna keep this shit to myself
I know I'm not the only man who hated himself
We don't talk about it, we just kill ourselves
Or take it out on women, cause we don't get the help
But be honest, I swear this shit is toxic
Masculinity so fragile we hiding in the closet, ironic
And it's hard to accept
When your genders entrenched in a negative effect
When your self image is a disgusting silhouette
Every single thought we don't regret becomes a threat
I look, pr-pretty ugly
I look, nice and disgusting
I look, g-good for nothing
I don't like the way I'm looking
I look, pr-pretty ugly
I look, nice and disgusting
I look, g-good for nothing
I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
Cause I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
Cause I don't like the way it's feeling
Oh no, oh no, oh no
Oh no, oh no, oh no
I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
Cause I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
Cause I don't like the way I treat myself, myself
I know it's not too good for my health, my health
Cause I don't like the way it's feeling