Kidwild - Redemption (feat. Nemzzz)

In this life, I gotta get rich, I can't be broke
I was asking favours and everyone telling me no
Wait till the tables turn, we'll see who stays or goes
I don't wanna be outside, I need someone that can keep me home
Yo, I feel so close but so far, go home or go hard
How can I stop when I come this far?
I smile outside, deep down, I'm scarred
They only see the results, the pain, they don't know the half

This part of my life's redemption
I see it, I want it, we get it
I still walk with God, but battlin' demons in, I can't let them
They said that they love me
But I still don't know their intention
I'm tryna live my dream, they offerin' P's, I don't wanna sell it

She only look good in the edit
They take, but they won't give credit
The rumours spread like shotgun pellets
I duck and dive 'cause they aim where my head is
I couldn't care less if they like me
What, you think I'd do this for merits?
Say what they want, don't address it (uh)
So be, I let it

In this life, I gotta get rich, I can't be broke
I was asking favours and everyone telling me no
Wait till the tables turn, we'll see who stays or goes
I don't wanna be outside, I need someone that can keep me home
Yo, I feel so close but so far, go home or go hard
How can I stop when I come this far?
I smile outside, deep down, I'm scarred
They only see the results, the pain, they don't know the half

Yo
Firm that loss and said I'm okay but deep down, really, you know I was vex
I give more than I ever get back, I got my brothers, I don't need friends
This sweet one don't know nothin' about me, still gonna give man head, aye
She want a brand new body, the IG hoes done got to her head
Free my bro, we locked in like dreads
That shit don't hurt me though

Told bro, "We gotta stay on point"
Can't get lined or burnt by a ho
You man don't know who you are
Band for band with me, you're slow
Separately, you got nothin' to show
Separately, I go back to the block
(And it don't hit the same no more)

In this life, I gotta get rich, I can't be broke
I was asking favours and everyone telling me no
Wait till the tables turn, we'll see who stays or goes
I don't wanna be outside, I need someone that can keep me home
Yo, I feel so close but so far, go home or go hard
How can I stop when I come this far?
I smile outside, deep down, I'm scarred
They only see the results, the pain, they don't know the half

(It's Gdubz, baby)
(Kaiso)