Charli xcx - Sympathy is a knife

[Verse 1]I don't wanna share the spaceI don't wanna force a smileThis one girl taps my insecuritiesDon't know if it's real or if I'm spirallingOne voice tells me that they laughGeorge says I'm just paranoidSays he just don't see it, he's so naiveI'm embarrassed to have it but need the sympathy[Chorus]'Cause I couldn't even be her if I triedI'm opposite, I'm on the other sideI feel all these feelings I can't controlOh noDon't know whyAll this sympathy is just a knifeWhy I can't even grit my teeth and lieI feel all these feelings I can't controlOh noDon't know[Verse 2]Why I wanna buy a gunWhy I wanna shoot myselfVolatileAt war with my dialogueI'd say that there was a God if they could stop thisWild voice tearing me apartI'm so apprehensive nowDon't wanna see her backstage at my boyfriend's showFingers crossed behind my back, I hope they break up quick[Chorus]'Cause I couldn't even be her if I triedI'm opposite, I'm on the other sideI feel all these feelings I can't controlOh noDon't know whyAll this sympathy is just a knifeWhy I can't even grit my teeth and lieI feel all these feelings I can't control (Oh no)[Outro]All this sympathy is just a knifeAll this sympathy is just a knifeAll this sympathy is just a knifeYeah, all this sympathy is just a knifeOh no, oh noWhy is all this sympathy a fucking knife?Yeah, all this sympathy is just a kn-kn-kn-knifeCouldn't even be her if I triedOh no, oh no