The Lathums - Struggle

I sometimes think back to when I was young
To happier times but now they have gone
I'll try to remember the things that made me smile
So here is a story of how it began
How it has gone and what is the plan
I'll try to remember the things that made me smile

Oh I struggle, remembering your face
I wake up, without a smile on my face
I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still
And the voices, inside of my head
Oh they tell me, that I will wind up dead
If I continue the path that I'm on
Oh I love you, but you didn't care
I needed you and you was not there
And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees

And do you even care
What's going on inside my mind
I feel I can't escape what now

Oh I struggle, remembering your face
I wake up, without a smile on my face
I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still
And the voices, inside of my head
Oh they tell me, that I will wind up dead
If I continue the path that I'm on
Oh I love you, but you didn't care
I needed you, but you was not there
And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees

(Woah-oh-oh)
(Woah-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh)

Now I'm older and the years have been kind (Woah-oh-oh)
I understand but I'm far from wise
I was just a boy but I just could not cry (Woah-oh-oh)
Because I, I didn't care
I understand that life's not fair
It's not your fault and I will carry on

But I struggle, remembering your face
I look back on what we have made
I still remember the things that made me smile
You made me smile